We have been & are sober now & I asked for GODs mercy & forgiveness. Been trying to move forward & forget about the past, however my husband continues to allow himself to feel guilty, depressed & is even saying things towards me to push me away. I feel he's giving up & instead of moving forward he is just isolating himself. His arm is becoming infected & he refuses to get help he says what for? Someone please help this is horrible I keep praying but it just keeps going from bad to worse. We need prayers. Please!!!