Dear One,
I too have lost my job...and immediately upon it's loss found that the man I had spent 2 years with had been also seeing another for 5 years...in addition, my mother was diagnosed as having a terminal condition which I am dealing with alone. I understand your grief, confusion and fear. I also understand your unction to give up as within each day I find myself feeling the same way. The why questions abound...what did I do to deserve this...and of course the answer is nothing...but, I guess I am thinking today that I cannot expect more than Jesus Himself received...He was blameless...far more-so than me...and yet He was given the cup of death so that we might have life and He walked His walk and was victorious. We cannot see to the other side of our crisis...we simply have to walk our walk through it and remain in faith. We must continue to believe as it is the only door available to our own individual miracle from God. When I find myself feeling as you do...as I did today I ask to be able to endure one more day...Father God...help this dear one to endure...and open the door of heaven to provide for all of the needs in his or her life.

Amen.