Thank you everyone for your encouragement. I am trying to get through one day at a time. I keep praying and reading the Bible for wisdom and strength. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ for everyone who has lostthe will to go on and their faith and hope is fading. Allow them to find someone or something to encourage them in their time of need and suffering. I thank God for all the blessings that he has given to me. I give him praise, honor and glory forever. Bless all the people who have encouraged others may they receive God's favor.