Suffering is part of being a Christian, count yourself among the many & do not give up, God is ALWAYS THERE & turn to HIM, not to man. When life gets tough, consider a time God has called you aside to be closer to HIM, not to find answers always but to be close to HIM.
Continue seeking what is good, do what is right, realize the suffering is for Christ, Christ suffered as well. Maybe you are a victim's soul, they suffer much. Whatever the case, think of it as a gift, that you endure & turn to Christ & Jesus is calling out to you now. Turn to him. This earth is in passing & our blessings are in Heaven. Suicide is not the answer, it is turning our suffering over to Jesus Christ & being HIS FRIEND. Maybe HE IS SEEKING just that in you now.
Don't give up. Count yourself fortunate that YOUR SAVIOR is wanting you, now to lean on HIM & be HIS FRIEND!

bigodell Wrote:I need you and GOD to pray for me to over come my personal finance problem and worries. Show me the way, I'm so lost and tring to find my way back home that Jesus have setup for me. I'm feel like I'm no damn good and I want to give up! I am so tired of eaten other people left over food. I wish the peolpe stop talking about me and trying to hurt me.
Please tell me what to do? I should go ahead kill myself?