Lord, I ask that You convict bigodell's heart. I pray that they will give their heart to You. Lord, I ask that they be lifted up out of this depression. Lord, give them the desire to see lost souls saved. Lord, I pray that they will be found doing Your will. Show them that killing themselves is not the answer. In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen.

The Lord Jesus walks with you each step of every day. You need to get on your knees and ask Him to be your Savior. You don't have to be in church. The Bible says in Romans 10:13 FOR WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED. Some people think that there is a mighty rushing wind or some other miracles as such when you get saved. That's not true. Not for me anyway. I bowed before the Lord and asked that He would take away my sins(that I was trully sorry for). I got off my knees and knew that everything would be fine. I know the road will not be easy,but I know Jesus is here beside me. He is there for You too.
You need to get out and work for the Lord. He will bless You for it. In working for the Lord, I mean to pray and ask Jesus what He would have you to do. Go to a homeless shelter donate your time telling others about Jesus. There are many other things as well. As far as finances go,we all have that problem. Drowning in a lake of debt. We are anyway. But as long as we have Jesus,we have everything we need. We always have enough,nothing more,but always enough. Please don't kill yourself, God needs you.