I love my husband dearly I sometimes wish I didn't know how to. I've always know of his selfishness I just hoped that he would someday change. He has cheated many times in our passed and seemed to be doing well the past 4yrs. He's now addicted to face book and I suspect he's been flirting on it. I cannot read his post because they are in another language. It hurts so much to see him smile and laugh reading his comments and then turn around and treat my children and myself so mean and grouchy. Evey spare moment he has is spent online weather it be on his phone or computer. Sex has become my requirement, and I am so sad. He calls me names in front of our kids and constantly calls ME a liar and makes comments about my appearance. I wish I didn't miss him so much. I haven't had an "I love you" in ages and I really wish he could learn to hug me & comfort me at times. Please help me. What ever prayer that fills your heart I ask that you please bless me and especially my children who see it all. If anything more then myself I pray that they never suffer the same EVER.