Please God help me. Since Ken died I am so alone. I need a new job or help with my finances. I need to move as everything reminds me of his fight with cancer and the horrible way he died. I miss him and Mom so. There is no one left I am close to. I'm finding it hard just to go on day by day. Please help and send a sign things will get better I don't know how much longer I can hang on like this. Every day is such a struggle. I need your help but feel so distant. You say ask and you shall receive. I'm on my knees asking. Please answer oh Lord.

In Jesus name I pray. thank you oh Lord. amen