Lord, forgive me for alcohol, food, and drug addiction. I am guilty of lust, adultery, and lying. Help me end my affair peacefully and do not let anyone else find out. Forgive me and give me the strength to stop watch porn and homosexual thoughts. I know my sin is holding me back from finding a career/job I love and peace. It is probably causing my husband to continue lying to me. Please save and forgive the man I have had an inappropriate relationship. I pray he is not lying about being divorced. Please help his soul and allow him to forgive me. Please let my husband forgive me without finding out. I have mislead a lot of men and and mislead my spouse and others about my condition. Please let them forgive me even if they see through it. I feel bad about work and being lazy was my only real reason for not wanting to return. I hope I can make up for the hurt or trouble I caused any people. Please spare my children from paying for my sins. Keep them safe, healthy, and happy. Please heal my mind, body, soul, and spirit. Lead me in the right directions. Give me patience and answers. Provide me peace of mind and heart. Speak to me. Show me what to do to fix this mess and end this nightmare. Amen.