Im 18 years old and my girlfriend just broke up with me the other day.. She said that God was telling her that thetiming is wrong..
I struggle with severe deppression and suicidal thoughts, probaby a result of 17 years with an abusive father, who kicked me out of the house on Christmas just gone.. I also struggle with fatigue, consontration and modivation problems which I've been having to have medical tests to help find what's wrong with me, but nothing ever comes up.. I feel so forsaken and alone, I get so upset that I find myself sometimes searching through the medicine cabinet to find something that will make me fall asleep and never wake up.. I constantly contemplate suicide.. Every day is a struggle and I don't know how much longer I can last.. It's all just so hard I have counselling and always go to the doctors but it never helps.. I know that this is strange to be sharing all this with people I don't know.. But I just really need prayer, I'm at the end of my rope Please pray :(