I don't know where to start or what to ask for... the Thread Subject says it all. I have sat here trying to type out a prayer request and I am struggling to ask for prayer... when I try to pray on my own I can only hang my head in slient shame... when I try to read I feel like I am force feeding myself and I feel condemned. My thoughts tell me I will never know or experience the love and freedom I once knew with Jesus. I fear all is lost.