Dear friend, you do have a friend in Jesus, when we are at the bottom of the barrel keep looking up. Your tears are so very important to Jesus that he stores them in a bottle. Sucide is the devils tool to convince us that we have no worth or value to anyone. It is a bold faced lie. Build yourself in the word of the Lord. You are strong in the Lord and the power of his might. Your are more than a conquerer by Christ Jesus. You are not a victum you are a victor. Stomp the devil down with both of your feet. He has already been defeated on the cross. He does not have dominon over you. God is the father of the widow and the orphan. He is your father too. He will never leave or forsake you. Our God is for us. If God be for us, than who can be against us, of whom shall we be afraid. Live, live, live for Jesus.