My wife says she is tired of doing this and doing that, and that I lay around all day. I have been looking for a ministry job for the last 6 months. I am a youth minister and I know that God has called me to full time ministry. Right now I feel discouraged and am looking for secular work. I wonder if the Lord is done with me. Why can't my wife encourage me and believe in me? I am loosing my resolve and my faith that God will come through on this one. Not because of Him, but because of me.