I have been feeling very down today. Last wednesday i had my first court date. This was only for temporary orders, but its still the first step in the divorce process. I am still very against this whole divorce thing, but my husband is still going full force. I pray that he would change his mind, but nothing seems to be happening. He now has court orders to see our son every wednesday night for and hour and a half, and every other weekend, but no over nights. It is so hard to see my son go off with him, while i stay home with our second child in my womb. I wish that we were still a family, i miss him more and more every day, and its just getting harder with mothers day coming up, and what should be our two year wedding anniversary 6/7/10. I am still going to pray that God will soften Dmitriy's heart and will place a crown of thorns around him to keep Satan and and his mothers evil ways away from him. I pray that he thinks about me as much as i think about him and all the good times that we shared together. I pray that he realizes sooner rather than later that he is being selfish, and his putting his and his mothers wants before his own family. I pray that God continues to change me into the women that i was always meant to be. That satan will stop putting all the bad thoughts in my head and allow me to stand for my marriage and prove to the non-believers that God can do anything as long as we ask him and be patient. I ask God to forgive Dmitriy and I for all the sins that we have committed, and that he will place on back on the right path to each other. I ask that you pray for us because the power of pray is amazing and the more people behind you the more powerful God is.