Well ok, I'll except that no one is praying for us, but me. I guess i've finally realized that I am not worthy of being helped. I get the message, just watch your family struggle, lose their homes, go to prison and visit your loved one. Have no food, no money to pay your bills, no job and watch your only sister struggle because she doesn't have health insurance, with a hip fracture, or something, anyway shes on crutches and in pain, the dr said, hip fracture, dislocation, or worn hip. Oh by the way shes the one who had a brain tumor, she only has one eye, can't smell, can't taste and headaches. I am a failure, I cannot help those who I care about. Nothing seems to work. Nothing, I don't know why the Dear Lord has turned away from my family. Our quality of life is TERRIBLE, Guess I'll just go climb under a rock and hide until fate takes a turn. Maybe there will be hope when we lose everything and are in the streets. We are only in our 60s and worked and helped people all our lives. Enough said, Just go on to the next person in the forum-----------------------------------