Please pray for me. My life is in complete chaos.

My wife of five years was having an affair on me and left me two years ago. I was granted the house during the divorce proceedings, but it was more than I could afford on my own.

To make a long story short, I accrued a heinous amount of debt because of the divorce and I used up all my savings trying to pay for the house. I also took a $5.00 an hour paycut during this time.

Now, I am losing my home and am having to file for bankruptcy. I feel like such a loser and a fool. My folks are doing what they can to help me, but as a 38 year old man, I feel like a loser. I don't know where I am gonna live or how I am gonna fix this mess.

I am broken financially and emotionally. I don't know how to find the light in this darkness, and I feel as if I am drowning. I just want to get my life back on track. I have never been in this kind of trouble before and I feel like I have lost everything. I don't know how I will ever rebuild.

I feel like I am on the brink of sanity and am contemplating ending my life.

Please help.