I betrayed my husband 2 years ago. He found out and we have been working to keep our marriage together since then. I have asked for God's forgiveness and believe that he has given it to me. I had an experience which gave me a faith I had never had before. I am truly a changed person, but my husband does not believe so because I have said this to him before I betrayed him. I was very promiscuous in my past. We have been struggling to get past this for the last 2 yrs. At times things are great, but every few months his hatred for me comes to the surface. I have done all I know to do I need God's help and your prayers so that my husband can find a way to forgive me for the horrible things I've done and move on to building a stronger better and loving marriage. He has always thought that I am a bad person. We have 4 kids including a new baby. Please help. Thank you for your prayers. God bless.