Please pray over my family and me, I am facing things in life I do not have the strength, knowledge, or fight left in me to deal with. I need God to watch over us, protect us, and bless us abundantly! Abundantly Indeed!!! I don’t know where else to turn than God since God is all we have left.

I am no victim in this life, and all is MY fault... but we watched as one job cut hours, the other cut pay in half, than all credit cards went from nine percent to twenty five to thirty percent, survived and got through bankruptcy feeling like a complete looser. Than we lost all family as they each stabbed us in the back when we were already down. So all my husband and I have are each other and our three kids, and now we are loosing the apartment we live in, in six months, and we live hand to mouth. I just don't know what to do and how we'll get through it is all. I feel desperate, like a failure, and like God litterally hates me. I am grasping to understand why a loving God would push us so far down in life, we're one step from living in our van in six months with kids