Dear god I'm so sad. I feel so alone. I want to be able to be able to get on my feet again and get a place. I pray t could invest more time in our relationship instead of his friends lives. It is foolish of me to think he will be ready for us. I'm so tired of feeling not enough. I deserve more and pray for him but when u say u love someone ur actions speak louder then voice. Give me strength and heal my heart