So many people have hurt me in the past. Some of the hurt I have let go, but I still feel angry and sad inside sometimes. I wnat to be free from hurt and things that I want to change but know I can't. The way I feel is affecting how I live and behave. It is very hard to believe and trust without doubting FIRST. I pray the God softens my heart and ease my mind. I pray that the blessings God has instore for me will be shown to me. I pray that God will send a husband for me of his choice. and answers all the prayers of my heart. I pray for my mother, my kids and family. Change me God and restore my faith, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.