Things lately have been very difficult. Work has been VERY difficult, I work in a hospital, and we just opened a new one, and it's been so stressful.
I've been talking to and am committed to a Christian man that lives in Texas, and I live in California. Right now, I'm really stressed out about that. It's likely because of my past, but I have a very difficult time trusting anyone. And when someone "says" they love me, I have a very hard time believing them.
I am a single mother of a 10 year old little girl, and I'm just so tired. I feel like I have so much on my plate right now that I am barely holding my head above water.
To put it bluntly, I just dont want to do it anymore. I'm tired, and wore out. I don't even want to go on one more day. Lately I've been drinking to deal with the stress of everything.....and I know I shouldn't be, but it's been my history on how to cope with things. I love Jesus, and I've been a Christian for 15 years, and I'm just so tired. I could really use your prayers tonight. Please I ask you to lift me up to the throne room of grace. I can't even pray for myself. Please pray for me. Thank you.
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