i am not a bad mom & i don't abuse them . they were taken away from me from cps. i made a mistake . i did drugs that day and my husband called the police that day. i normally don't do them but i did that day and i am paying the price. to pray that my husband stays off them and i allreally promised god i'd never do them again. how long am i going to be without them, i am heartbroken. i worry about my children and if they are safe and ok. for those who forgive me please pray for me. my husband and i are going to councelling and turning our life around.