please pray for me. I am going through so much hard times now i may have high blood pressure. I may loose my house, i don't get extra oil assistance because i work. if i loose my house my kids cannot come home, even for a visit. they are so strick with me and rachel is being brain washed into thinking i cannot afford her. Richard is sick all the time so he cannot come home for a visit. pray that God can answer my prayers which are the following:
1. To keep my house
2. To get a better job closer to home with more money so that i can provide for my kids and house
3. tim to reconcile with me. he generally seems concerned
4. Rachel and Richard to come home to me. i m iss them and tim with all my heart and soul.
5. to get state assistance to get oil. i called a few places today, and they said it would be about 5 -6 weeks before i can get help and by that time it is spring.
6. If i cannot keep my house state aid to find a 2 bedroom or 3 bedroom place to get my kids back that i can afford.
7. to get my family back home to me. more than anything i am lonely depressed and scared. i miss them. they will be 16 in september and growing up and i am not a part of their life. i love them with all my heart and soul as a mom should love their children i love all of them tim rachel and richard please god on bended knee i want to get my family back with me.