I ask that any believers out there please pray for me. I am 43 yrs old and have 4 kids. Only 1 lives with me, 12 yr old daughter now. but my twin 18 yr olds I still help take care of who live with their dad. I have been going many hardships for over 6 months now. I lost my car due to falling asleep while driving home from work one morning and because my credit is so bad I cant buy another car so Ive been renting and it costs so much money. I started going back to church and came back to the Lord after the accident and still things havent gotten better. Im losing hours at work and Im constantly overdrawn at the bank. My daughter is a truly gifted dancer and Ive been trying to keep her in her dance program which costs alot but I dont want to take her out because I already have to leave her alone to work at night and she has nothing else. I am so lonely since I ended my relationship with my boyfriend who was cheating on me but I wanted to change my life and stop living in sin. Well I sometimes wonder if it was worth it. I cry so much and feel so ashamed for doubting Gods word. But theres too much on my plate and I feel suicidal sometimes. My job, my family, my sanity...nothing feels secure. Please please please pray for me to find answers and not give up. I really hate my life right now and the only thing that keeps me going is my little girl and watching her dance beautifully on stage, its the only happiness I feel anymore.
God bless you all for your prayers.