I'm 56 and lost my job 18 months ago. I also have depression but (thank God) am not alone in my life. I also feel lost most days and am trying to find a new way. I envy anybody who gets enough sleep, I have so many sources of body pain I am always short of sleep and tired making my depression worst. I can't even remember the last time I got a full night's sleep.

The point is: count your blessings, you actually do have some. God is still with you and me too, we have to work through this. Nobody else can do it for us.

I pray that God will guide you to a new life that will give you happiness.