i need help with life! i have been on disability for about 5 years and i feel like i contribute nothing to society!i have been praying about leading abible study but i get no answers from God!i dotn have ajob or a degree or a license and i just wish i could just make all the pain go away!i cried tonight cuz i ran out for food and my friend had to take me to the grocery store cuz im was irresponsible with my money! i have had money issues since i can rememebr and i just cant seem to get a hold of it! my friedn basically told me that i just take and don't give and that im draining her!she just didtn say it in those words! i could tell she was upset that she had to go to the store and buy me groceries! i feel so bad and i dotn know what to do ive prayed about it several times about god to give me help with life and nothing changes!i know God is not going to do all the work but i don't know what to do anymore!