please pray for me. I am on this site daily begging for prayer. i miss my family and hate my life. all i do is go to work, come home and cry. noone calls me to see how i am doing. i don't care anymore. i want my family back including tim. he told me to stop calling him. i found out he was cheating on me for a long time. my kids are in foster care because of us figihting all the time. they are 15 and don't want to speak to me or see me. please pray that i can see them this week. the state said they cannot make the kids see me or talk to me. my daughter does not want to talk to me and we were very very close until her dad turned them against me. he said lies to them growing up and they believed him because i was yelling all the time. now they hate me. please god bring them all back to me. tim, rachel and richard i will change and give my life to god if u bring them back to me. i wil keep my mouth shut and worship u lord. just return them to me soften their hearts to come back tome . i am so lonely. in jesus name i beg u God to return my family to me