My dear friend, I understand your situation. My question for you is are you truly born again because if you are Jesus can and will deliver you from all sin and he will put his spirit in you and you will have the power to overcome sin and to live a victorious life also. I will recommend that if you have not obeyed the gospel of Jesus Christ as outlined in Acts 2:38-39 that you locate your nearest United Pentecostal Church and go there and you will find the answers to all your needs. Jesus will meet you as you obey his word!! If you haven't yet check out my post.