Dec. 17, 2009 was our twentieth (20th) marriage anniversary. Days before our wedding, i found an invitation address to a certain guy who is my husband's friend. I asked him why it wasn't delivered and he told me... "because i don't want to hurt his feelings" . Upon hearing this, my heart bleeds & tears flowing inside of me with this message in mind..."i'll be marrying a man who is confused of his gender identity". This question remains a question & i was trying my best to ignore everything about it 'till now for a simple reason that i love him so much. From then on, there are several instances that i caught him browsing guys pics online and i tried to confront him but he's always in denial...he cant accept it. Only then last week that i confronted him mentioning all those sites that he visited & all those chats lines........While i was talking to him, he cant look straight to me instead he's doing something else, maybe because he was too embarrassed of his unbecoming gestures. I told him that i already knew everything about him & that i am here ready to accept him . And, he finally accept his identity & promised to avoid those urges.

Now, my friends , please help me pray that my husband will be lead to a straight direction and that he'll be out from any kind of temptations. Please help me pray....i want our marriage to be intact & most of all i want our family to be happy forever.