Please bless and keep Roger, Dave and Colleene ... Please watch over them and keep them safe and well and out of harms way.

I also need help with my own strength and faith and peace of mind (or lack of peace of mind). I feel a level of anguish that I'm having trouble coping with ... unrelenting stress, despair and hopelessness ... I keep trying to turn things around ... to get on a good path toward the light ... toward healing ... toward hope, but things are not working out. I keep trying my best but nothing is working. Feels like I'm drowing in mental pain ... I don't know what to do. I know I need help ... but there is no help. Life has begun to feel like a tortuous process. Need some relief ... Sometimes it seems the only option is to just end my life, but I'm not even strong enough to do that. Please send help. Please heal my soul. Please help me find the light and God's grace and mercy. Please may this be a compassionate universe. Would be grateful for any help.