I recently found out that my husband was having an affair. It broke my heart. He had been so angry lately and I couldnt talk with him. I let him know that I knew and he wanted to know if I wanted a divorce or for him to leave. I told him no I Love him with all my heart and I want our marriage to work. He blames everything on me including his affair. He says I pushed him away and I just dont know how. He said I called him names when we argued over my son and it hurt him. He never said any of this to me before. I could have changed my behavior if I knew. Its been 2 weeks he is still here. I believe with all my soul that he would not be here if he still didn'at love me. He says he cares alot and he seems to be holding me at bay so that I cant reach his heart. He is talking more now and he lets me hug him and kiss him on the cheek but he wont hold me or kiss me. I miss him. I dont think he is still seeing the woman but he may still be talking to her. Lord I know I made mistakes and I have asked him for forgiveness and a chance to prove my love to him. Please pray for us and our marriage. I cant bare the thought of a life without him.
Lord Jesus I pray for your mercy and love. Please touch this womans heart and mind help her to see that she needs to stop talking to him and give us a chance to save our marriage that its the right thing to do. Touch my husbands heart and soul help him to see that he still loves me and that there is hope and we can come out of this with a stronger and better love and marriage. Please remove the confusion from his heart and mind so that he will give us a fair chance and I promise you lord he will never regret. Please help me save my marriage.