It seems as though I am doomed to struggle and suffer my entire life. I endlessly pray in the name of Jesus for heavenly help, but nothing ever changes. I am losing my faith in God's promise as ewach day goes by. I had the faith of a child once. I believed God's miracle powers and awesome power surrounded me and my family and would help, protect, and loves us always. For many years, I have cried, pleaded, begged, and wept to God to come back into my life for I need him so very much- I do not understand why he has abandon me to the demons that try to convince me he has abandon me, does not love me, and will never answer my prayers. My whole being aches for the faith I once had in him- how do I get it back after so many unanswered prayers, disappointments and heartaches. I need you desperately my heavenly father please show me your love and mercy and come back- strenghten my faith until one day it is the faith of a child in their parent in Jesus name. I humbly ask you to unite your prayers with mine and pray in the name of Jesus that Sabrina and her family receive God's promise of abundance in all things (faith, finances, health, peace, safety, happiness), rid us of our demons,burdens, and debts, and make our dreams become reality today. I feel my time is growing short on this Earth. I have nt accomplished my mission and am in anquish and torment because I have disappointed my heavenly father, myself, and my family. I wish to stop suffering and be filled with joy so that I may rejoice and appreciate every blessing my heavenly father gives me and my family. I want to love him with all my being again and shout my love for him to all. So I ask for your help by praying for my faith to not fade away but to grow stronger in Jesus name. I confess and repent all my sins and wash them away in the blood of Jesus. I proclaim my heavenly father, Yahweh, God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob as the true God and give him alone praise, honor, and glory. I thank him for all my blessings especially the ones I now ask him for and for giving the world my beloved saviour Jesus. Hold me and my family in the palm of your hand, Yahweh- look with kindness and love at us. Be ever near and encouraging in our times of need and struggle.- for i love you and need you forever.