I've been having a difficult time this very month. because I had oral sex with my girfriend. And I know it was wrong. And I hope its not possible that she is pregnant. I Pray that God will just use this as a lesson for me to save myself till marriage. I know I messed up, but I really don't want to have a kid. Please pray for me. I feel very uneasy, and I feel like crying most of the time because I don't want my life to end with this big responsiblity with a child. I'm only 19 years old. I'm so young. Please pray that its Gods will for me to not have a child. Thank you!