God does not hate you, he loves you more than anyone else. I dont know what is going on in your life but I know that he is working it out for your good. Give all your worry, fear, doubts, troubles to him. Just get on your knees pray and say God I cant deal with any of this, please take care of it for me. God you know what is going on and you know better than I what is happening. I have no control over anyone. I am powerless. Please GOd take care of it for me because you said in your word that you would never leave me or forsake me.
You also said you would supply all my needs. I am standing on your word today GOd and giving you my life to do as you see fit God. Just cry out to him and watch him take over. Sometimes we like to show God how to do things. Pain is a motivater and we go through it because he is trying to mold us to get us to the place we need to be. We have to rely on him. He is the only one who truly loves us unconditionally. Stay in prayer and in the word. God is not a liar. God will see you through. God Bless you. Also start thanking God for the good things in your life. Praise him through your troubles. He is worthy.