Dear sister I know how you feel because my wife left me and thus I know your hurt. If been begging God to give my wife back and 3 months later still she is not back. You may say now that I have waisted my time and that God do not answer prayers. In this 3 months I learned that I must hurt like that when God leave me. I must beg like that for God to come back. It is not wrong to ask God to give you someone here on earth to love BUT you must not love ANYTHING more than God. I know you don't want to hear this and I'm not saying that God will not answer your prayer but if you leave God behind in this relationship you will hurt more then you are hurting now. My prayer for you is that God's will be done! Amen