Please pray for me. I am at my wits end today. I'm in a job that I can't get ahead no matter what I do. I received a bad review and was given items to work on. I worked on those items to the best of my ability but still was denied a raise and have been given a 60 day improvement plan. I have worked overtime and have received numerous awards for doing good work. In short, I do whatever they ask me to do.. Then I've been told that I don't fit in and my manager has asked if she could find me another job. My manager has talked about me and been rude to me. She has even screamed and yelled at me after I tried to communicate more with her after she indicated that I did not communicate enough. She has embarrassed me on more than one occasion with her screams. I feel like upper management does not want me in the job and I have been looking for other employent to no avail. Each day I am literally sick when I have to come to work. I know that God wants me to learn something from this experience and that life is not supposed to be easy. I also know that others have more pressing issues but I just don't know what else to do. I am in tears as I write this because I have truly tried my best to fit in ant to do what they want. I want so desperately to be in God's will. Please pray that God will order my path and help me to realize what he is trying to convey to me with this experience.
Thanks!