I've had OCD for a long time, but recently it's been destroying my life. I worry about everything, all day long.

I worry about the house burning down, about my kids dying in their sleep, and every other little thing that goes on during the day.

When I go somewhere, I have to unplug everything because I'm afraid there will be a fire. When I leave, I'm afraid that I've hit someone with my car, and I have to stop and get out and check under it, and that still doesn't usually help.

I worry about EVERYTHING. :( I've been getting suicidal thoughts just to get away from these constant worries.

I know my worrying and my checking everything is silly, doesn't make sense, etc...but it's like nothing clicks in my brain. Please pray for me, and if you have any suggestions for what I can do to make this better, please contact me. Thank you.