Dear Sister,
I must say first, "seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all other things will be added unto you." You have tried too many times to do it "your way." Now it is time to do it God's way. He knows the kind of woman that He wants you to be. The career that you are seeking, may not be the career that God wants for you. We pick a lot of things in our lives, thinking that we are on the right track, only to have disappointment slap us in the face. I call them, "spankings from Dad." He is our Father, and when we are disobedient, we will be chastised.
It is time to get down and humble yourself before His throne of grace and mercy. Seek His will for your life. He may lead you in a totally different direction from where you are.
I never thought that I would be doing the things that I am doing right now.
I once was doing my own thing too.
It felt like I had been to hell and back.
I turned to Him seeking direction and solace for my life. He does answer pray. His word says, "The effectual, fervent prayers of the righteous availeth much."
I believe that with all of my being.
I am a living, breathing witness that He will do just what He said He would. He is not a man that should lie! He is "The Spirit Of Truth."
Give it all to Him to do with as He sees fit. That goes from Your marriage, children, health, career, tongue, eyes, mouth, and most of all, your heart.
He wants us to be pleasing in His sight.
Examine yourself! Do you see within yourself what God wants from you? Do you see what He has for you?
He has blessed your life with a family. He has blessed you with life in your body. He has blessed you with the knowledge to know Him.
Now, utilize the many gifts that He has given you to give Him the praise, glory and honor that He deserves.
He will begin to use your mouth, and the talents that He has bestowed upon you to give Him edification.
Close your eyes and feel His presence in your heart. Then allow the Holy Spirit to speak to you. Allow Him to guide you where to go, what to do, what to say.
You will look back in a couple of years and say, "Why didn't I do this a long time ago"
Claim victory over your troubles and your family. Allow your husband to see the power and authority that God has placed in you. Let him see you really getting deep into God's word. Let him see you placing God at the top of your life. God should always be #1 in your life.
Father God,
Touch my dear sister with thy hand of mercy. Give her a true sence of direction. Allow her to feel Your Holy Spirit in her heart guiding and directing her to do what is right.
I pray healing upon this family. I loose bountiful blessings upon this marriage Father, that You may receive the glory. I Jesus Holy name. Amen!