I recently lost a job opportunity due to some communication misunderstandings. Although I think the information may have been provided in a malicious fashion, it doesn't make it easier to deal with the disappointment of losing the opportunity nor the feelings of sadness that have arisen from this and past revelations about stuff that I endured. Deep down, I realize that it is better to know this now and deal with it and that something better will come along. I just need God's guidance for the path that lies ahead, the closure that is necessary, and the strength to deal with the emotions that I feel.