i have done some things in my past that i am not proud of. i have a 4 year old daughter out of wedlock with my ex fiance. i am now engaded again and i try not to talk about my past because i am ashamed of it. i have asked God to forgive me for my sins and i know he loves me very much. i told my fiance some stuff from my past and he brings it up all the time and if someone says i did somehting he believes them and not me even though i didn't even do it. i love him a lot and i know he loves me. he is a christian and he doesn't believe in doing anything wronge. it's my past and i ahve to live with it i have other stuff i haven't told him b/c he will leave me. will you please pray that my past will be forgiving by all just as God has forgiving me of my sins. also pray that me and my fiance will make it through this engagment and have a wonderful life together. thanks!