I'm lost. I have lost my way. I have lost my path and I don't know what to do. I feel like an embarassment to God and everything is going wrong in my life. I feel like I have disappointed him so much that he has given up on me. I feel alone and I don't want to be here anymore. I don't know what to do and I need help. I need God in my life and I need to find my way back, but I think I am so far gone that there is no hope.