I do not know why my prayers in the name of Jesus go unanswered. I am beginning to feel that my heavenly father, Yahweh whom I love with all my being has turned away from me. I do not know what I have done for this to happen. I pray constantly and daily. I give him praise, honor, and glory and thank him dialy for all the blessings he has given me. I pray in the name of Jesus for him to provide financially and spiritual for me and allow me to serve him. All I receive in return are demons plaguing my life- illness, poverty, family breaking apart, and testing of my sanity and faith. I do not understand this punishment. I feel that I am losing my faith in Yahweh's promise and love for me. I am living the unending life of JOB. I can not bear it- I am tormented and suffering more each day. No matter now much I beg heaven for help- I only get more torment and suffering. I am tired and in utter misery. I need it to stop before it kills my spirit.