Jesus,
I have been close to you in the past but have really messed up pretty bad lately. I thank you for all your blessings you've given me. Specifically, my two little boys. I've always been thankful but at times I've also been cynical when I easily could have been compassionate. My folly has cost me a good job that you've blessed me with. That job was making it possible to keep and care for my boys. After three months, I am no longer able to make mortgage payments. I still can't find any work in my area. I have no companion to help with the children so I may find gainful employment. I seem to be underqualified, live too far away, or unable to work the hours posted due to my children's needs. I do not know the solution. I really don't even know what to ask you for. A wife? A job? A bundle of money? I love being a father and taking care of my kids. They make my life feel wonderful to live. It hurts me to be a position where I can not provide their needs. I know that you have always been there for me. I believe you delight in your children's needs being met. You are the good Heavenly Father I've come to who knows what is best for me and my children. I ask that you forgive my wrongs. I ask that you lead me in your will. I ask that you give me assurance of your will so I may boldly accept it, whatever that may be. I ask for clarity so I may be able to learn the root of my problems, not just spot the symptoms. I want you to be in control of my life. I'm not good at it. I missed the point when I try to take control. I want to know your love. Let my words and actions give glory to you alone. I also need the love and support of others. I realize I can't live shut off from people. Please teach me to open up to people. Please let people find favor in me as I submit to your will. I know that if I seek you first, all of my needs, and the needs of my children, will be met. I am placing myself and my children in your care. Please make a way, where there seems to be no way. I am asking all this in the name which is above every name, Jesus Christ. Amen.