I don't have a job. I have made so many foolish decisions and mistakes in my life. No one will ever want to hire me for a job. If I can't find a job, I am thinking of taking my life. I am terrified of not ever being able to find a job. I don't want to live anymore. Every night I just lie awake worrying and thinking about all the stupid things I've done. I am losing hope, pray for me please. I don't know what to do next. I am so hopeless and unhappy.