Please pray for me, my visit with rachel and richard on firday, did not go so well, the social worker yelled at me and the kids seemed upset. I made a cake for both of them, but my daughter rachel said i should have made her a chocolate on chocolate cake as chocolate is her favorite she did not say thank you neither did richard. i worked hard on the cakes to please them. then i said something to my son about coming home and the social worker yelled at me in front of the kids. i know she is going to tell the state that i made the kids upset at the visit. i miss my kids and want them home with me soon, it looks like they won't be coming home anytime soon, but with God's forgiveness and my strenght and postive attitude and prayer and everyone praying for me i know God can work miracles with my faith, i miss them so much i cried all day on saturday feeling sorry for myself knowing i should have talked to god and been on my knees all day. i love u all pray that the state can see i am changing and only want to have my kids back with me. they are making it very difficult for them to come home to me. in jesus precious name amen. paula