lord god i am feeling discouraged today im feeling like eveerything is against me no job has come thru and visiting with my husband and his other three kids doesnt seem to get easier some times i find it harder then other times i start to feel like its things wrong with me like im not good enough or maybe he may want to be with them we have been married 10 years and he has 3 kids that are all age 1 and it hurts some times and i ask why me why do i get the short end of the stick out of life but lord im trying to focus on you and pray daily to keep my mind from thinking these things but sometimes it gets overwhelming and i need you to help me get through this i cant do it alone and the stress of no job is hard as well my car got repossed its really hard lord help me guide me in jesus name amen

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the attitude that you have while in the wilderness determines how long you stay there