I received divorce papers in the mail Saturday. Lord, I do not want this divorce. I want to fix things for myself, for my wife, for my children, for my family. I cannot bear the thought of my life without my wife. My family has been such a big part of my life that I cannot think about not being with my 2 boys all the time, like I have been for the last 12 years. I am still praying for reconciliation, and I plan to wait, no matter how long I have to wait. I want my marriage, I want my wife, I want my family. Lord please hear my wails of sorrow and ease my suffering. Please hear my cries for mercy my 2 boys and me. Please hear my pleas for healing for myself and my wife. I beg for your mercy and grace. If it is your will please restore this marriage to the Godly covenant that it should have been for the last 12 years. In your name I pray, Amen.