I know i pray for this every day but i am getting more and more depressed. i want my family back i hate being in my big house by myself and think of my ex everyday along with my children. i miss them so much pray for me that the state can see that i am a good mom and would do anything for my kids and get my husband back to he is telling the state that there is no chance for reconciliation and then he tells them we still talk which they don't want us to i think he is ruining it for me by doing this as they don't want us together i miss them so much i miss the adult conversation my kids and loving someone. please help me God also help me find a new job closer to home and better money in Jesus precious name in the name of God help me and prick timothy's heart and should to love me again and forgive me for getting him arrested because he hit me and kicking him out of the house so that i can get my kids back i miss them so much next week September 11 would have been my 16th wedding anniversary and i tell him every day i love him yet he tells me it is too late i also want my kids back as September 30 they will be turning 15 if i can i would send a picture of my family for u guys to pray over daily my life sucks now and i am so depressed please pray for me for God's direction in what God wants me to do. i love u all Paula