Dear Hurting,I pray for your strength, and comfort. Also I pray for all of those touched by this situation. First thing is that you recognize that prayer works. God is pleased that you are calling on him. Be encouraged and forgive yourself, your mother and father. Ask your husband for forgiveness and let God work out the rest. Continue to call on the lord. I too am married for 3 years, and it has been one hurting pain. Bless you.