today has been a very hard day but i knew this day would come but i dont ever think that you can be prepared for your marriage ending but mine has my husband has asked for a divorce and its due to my problems i have caused by lying to him i came into this relationship as a promiscuous girl i had alot of issues growing up where my father was on drugs and my mother would turn her anger she had for my father towards me i was told i wouldnt be anything and that i was like my father and that caused me to turn to sex and it carried over into my marriage cause something i had not delt with in my childhood and because i was always bottleing up my feelings it is something i do now but my lies of sleeping with people while married has come back where i had to tell the things i have done not once but many times it had been brought up but i chose to lie about it and i cant blame my husband for questioning why he ever married me and feeling like im a whore but i have to accept the consequences of my lies and accept the fact its over but i ask for prayer in this hard time of my life and i ask that you pray for marvin to and my kids i called for counseling for myself cause i nolonger want to be that person i keep reverting back too and i pray for total deliverance pls pray for us be blessed

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the attitude that you have while in the wilderness determines how long you stay there