I haven't been any better since the last time I've posted a prayer request. This nervous disorder has gotten worse and with no support of my family...it's pretty hard for me. I did get a message from another user asking me why I can't go seek professional help...well, incase other people are wondering that it's because of financial problems.

I feel deserted by everyone and that feeling of being completely alone is scary. I really need your guy's support to help me through this. Feeling abandoned is no fun...and I'll be starting college again this Monday. I truly need your prayers again. If you alteast read this and give me a silent prayer without posting..that's fine too. Please lend me your prayers; you are in mine.
Thank you and God bless.